1. |
w33d bl4ck0ut
00:59
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weed blackout but it doesn't help
I'll just drop out get myself figured out
don't know why you left
I've got nothing left
so I'll weed blackout
but it doesn't help
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2. |
breakdown in definition
00:51
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(-screams- I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE I WANNA DIE )
you say you wanna rule the world
(FUCK FUCK FUCK)
but I don't even wanna live in it (-laughs-)
(FUUUCK)
(-laughs-)
pussy.
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3. |
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did you notice?
did you notice?
you were something special
you were something special to me
did you notice?
did you notice?
you were always more than i could be
be
but I believed you when you said
you were always special to me
I thought I could be more
I thought I could be more
I thought I could be more
I thought I could be
be
I don't know what I thought
I don't
I don't
I don't
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know what I thought
I lie in bed awake at night and think about
you and the way you are
you and the way you are
you and the way you think about
they way you think about
the way you think about me
I know you say you're bad at these things
believe me I am worse at them
but if you're so bad
i don't want to get better
please don't let me
be worse
I'll be worse
for you
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4. |
back 2 school
01:31
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(-laughs-)
I'm getting sick of this shit
(-screams- YOU DON'T CONTROL ME)
why do you get to act like the fucking ruler of the world
(-screams- YOU'RE NOT IN CHARGE)
you don't even own this house
(-laughs-)
like I'm serious I thought I fucking told you to leave me alone about this shit already
(-screams- IT'S MY LIFE)
I'm not gonna do what you want
(-laughs-)
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone -screams-
listen I think it's kina pathetic that you're this fucking obsessed with me
I mean you're so old
why don't you live your own life
I wish I could teach you how to love yourself
oh and one more thing
you're not my fucking dad
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5. |
family matters
00:56
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why do you always fuck me over
I'm not your fucking toy
I'm not your doll
(-screams-) WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU LIKE THIS
I've had enough
(-screams-) WHY CAN YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE
(-laughs-)
(-screams-) I'M GONNA KILL YOU
I'M GONNA KILL YOU
OH MY GOD I JUST WONNNA RID THE FUCKING EARTH OF YOU I WANT YOU TIO DIE
MY LIFE WOULD BE SO MUCH BETTER EITHOUT YOU
WHY DO YOU GET TO ACT LIKE THE KING
WHY DO YOU GET TO TREAT ME LIKE IM NOTHING ?
YOURE NOTHING
DIE
DIE
AAAAA
yeah
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6. |
dysphoria daze
01:01
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(-screams-) I'M A MAN YOU DONT GET TO DECIDE MY FUCKING GENDER
YOU'RE NOT ME
FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU
YOU GODDAMN TRANSPHOBIC ASSHOLE
DIE
DIE
YOU'RE NOT IN MY HEAD
YOU'RE NOT IN MY HEAD
I'M A MAN
YEAAH
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7. |
purple
00:55
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I'm not crazy
you just make me feel like I'm fucking losing it
like I can't control my own thoughts or feelings
like my minds always drugged out and reeling
I feel crazy but I know that I'm just
crazy for you
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8. |
pathology
02:06
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I lie
I lie to myself
I lie
I lie to everybody else
I try
I try
I
I try to be the one you want and not the one I am
I
I am
I am just a man and I know
I know
I know I'm not worth it
I know I'll keep hurting you
even if I don't mean to
even if I don't mean to
I'll still hurt you
I'll still hurt you
I'll always hurt you
I don't deserve you
I'm sorry
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9. |
thought static
01:02
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you make it hard
you make everything so hard
I cant think when you're around me
I cant speak when you're around me
my thoughts are too loud for my brain
I can't breathe when you're around me
and I can't see now that you've found me
my thoughts are too loud for my brain
aaah
lobotomy
(-screams- I DON'T WANNA BE IN LOVE ANYMORE I DON'T WANNA BE)
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10. |
get out (bonus track)
00:47
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I don't wanna do this like this
I never wanted to
I never wanted to
I never wanted to
and now you're stuck in my head like a bad song
and I am banging pots and pans together
help me
(I'll cry out but it's like no one's listening, no one's ever listening)
I don't wanna be in this body or this brain
get the fuck out of my way
get the fuck out of my way
get the fuck out
yeahhh
ow ow!
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